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I never like going to Toa Payoh interchange ever since. The definite route home is to take bus 31 and change at the Singapore Association for the Deaf. The winding queue, limited by the metal railings brought back fond memories of the times before we even started.
Last nite, i reminisce as I waited for 31 after leaving Serene's house where i had a few rounds of mahjong and dinner before the school term starts today.
I reminisce that nite where we were suppose to go to the pasar malam near ur area. We watched Anger Management at Bishan before heading down. I had my bout of gastric and i had to chew on An Pan man from BreadTalk.
I had gastric last nite too, but i din chew on An Pan man and you weren't beside me.
I was alone.
I've never touched An Pan man since.
As the bus drove past the familiar sights, it passed by the bus-stop. That VERY stop where we would alight from 133 after school, and i would wait for 31 to go home. That VERY stop where we,in our uniforms, ignored stares from passers-by and engaged in our own world of fantasy where the rest of the world never mattered to us. Where I would lean against you,so close i could smell ur scent. That scent which i told you, always made me feel so warm and secure. Even if it was mixed with a tinge of perspiration, it didn't matter.
It doesn't matter now too. Coz i've slowly and steadily forgotten how it smelled like.

Saw your sis and did a lil catching-up. She's doing well, enjoying a blissful relationship with her guy. So you dun have to worry bout her, if you are.

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你曾爱过的女孩, 已一夜长大.
对着儿女私情,已经不再牵挂.
因为她已经不再期盼,现在只求顺其自然.
若有缘,必定会再重逢;
现在就然彼此以平常心对待你我之间的关系.
不要对'我们'抱有希望,因有希望必定有失望.

"Winter came to the heart and it never left since"

If only you knew at 12:54 AM