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All of us have in one way or another drifted off to another thought-mode..
I mean we sometimes unknowingly will start wondering and realising how things ard us suddenly change or how the ppl ard us have aged or how the lil things ard us work etc...

I was watching the VCD of a video clip of my overseas trip to Thailand when i was in Primary 1 last nite after dinner with my family..my parents were only in their late twenties or early thirties..my younger sis was only 4..and my youngest sis hadn't even existed...not even close to being manufactured..ha!

Then, my dad was skinny like bamboo la..my mum had long thick flowing black permed hair..
Now, my dad has "fa fu", my mum's hair has turned copper brown coz of dyeing..haha..

I'm now in Uni..going on to yr 3..and my younger sis..in Poly..and my youngest sis is now in Pri 6!!!!
A whole whopping 14 yrs ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, both my parents were working..
Now, my dad's the sole breadwinner..and my mum a full-time housewife..

At times i really wished that my dad's not the only breadwinner in the family..or maybe we had another guy in the house...or even if i was born cleverer with greater,more fantastic results..so i could earn myself a decent scholarship..and reduce their burden..

But of coz..all these dun exist la..
Somehow..i can see and realise how my dad has aged over the yrs..

It became even more so..of how he has changed since i was younger..
A few days back..i was helping my dad read his sms while he was driving..and saw his boss's msg to him..
Wasn't anything pleasant..not that there were vulgarities of any sort..but rather..the tone and usage of words were not very nice..In fact..he was reprimanding my dad over sms!!

For a guy like him, he's always the full of pride guy..he never expresses his feelings or rather love openly..and he's always the 'mouth hard, heart soft' kind of person..if u noe wat i mean..when translated directly to chinese..

Seems like he's swallowing his pride and stuff for the sake of the family..He drove to his boss's house instead of returning home..and they talked for wat-seemed like eons to me..coz i fell asleep shortly after he alighted..and they were still toking when i woke up..

oh well..can i juz quickly start to lighten their load?!

And my mum..she also has her fair share of aging..though she's still young and haha..trendy..not with her dressing la..but rather...she updates me on the fashion stuff ard town esp when i'm in hall!!!!

Apparently..she's been falling and hurting herself occasionally..or rather frequently..*shrug*
And a ted forgetful and careless as well..

I juz wanna lighten their load..soon!
Hire a maid
Bring in more income
Lessen dad's load..
Get a guy to help my dad?hahahaaa.........


*sian-ed..shall continue slacking @ work..hahaha*

If only you knew at 11:43 AM