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Oh well...I juz hit the BIG TWO effectively as on 7 November 2005..oh well..feel so old..
But tis wasn't a "Happy Birthday" to begin with..why?
Reason:Simple..I've got my 1st paper the next day..sianzation..and of coz..my first birthday being a singleton since sec 2??haha....oh well...but it seems it has its pros and cons..
Let's tok bout the pros:
I got birthday greetings from frens whom i haven heard in a llllloooooooonnnnnnggggggggg time..yeah..that's how long is long..wahahhaa..and also birthday greetings from a JC classmate whom i thot is rather blur and bochup ..haha..oh well..
I've also got my parents..who were so SSSSSWWWWWWWWEEEEEETTTTTTTT to have driven all the way from home to NTU to deliver a birthday cake to me!!!And they spent only like 20 mins here?and i muz emphasize smth..My mum..she took a bus to Taka in the morn to buy a cake from one of the stalls at the B1 food court..after i told her that my fren's 21st birthday cake was very nice and her bf ordered the cake there..*beams* after which..my dad drove down to NTU to have the traditional cake-cutting thingy..hehe..they wanted to leave the cake with me to share with my frens..but i told them to bring it home to enjoy..Sad..coz the cake was really nice!!REALLY!!!*beams*
I've also got my hall frens..who were also very SSSSWEEETTTTT to have prepared a mini celebration amidst the exams..many of whom had papers in the day..but i really really appreciated their efforts and time spent to celebrate for me=) They bought another cake(coincidentally..it was chocolate too!) and they came from my hall to the tutorial room where i was studying for the past whole week..it was like a 15 mins walk?I was really really surprised..feel so 幸福..and yah..they left like 1/3 of a cake for me??wahahahha...

Now for the cons:(total change of mood)
As i said..this was/is my first birthday as a singleton..haha..kindda felt abit out of place becoz there isn't a special someone to share tis transition of the ONE to TWO with..oh well...
What made things worse?
Imagine studying in the tutorial room alone in the wee hours of the morning like say...4am?and u're feeling hungry..the only food available was the birthday cake that ur frens bought..and u open up the box,take up the knife and start cutting bits of the cake and feeding urself..
One word to describe: LONELINESS
For ppl who dunno..they might think u were so desperate that u bought a birthday cake for urself..lighted the candles and blow it..then u cut the cake and eat the cake urself!
But come to think of it..i was almost there..minus the cake courtesy of my frens..wahahaha

Oh well...juz need to get used to it..*bleah*(no more disappointed..updated 9 nov 9.29pm)..haha..
coz i misunderstood..SORRY!!

And now..credits to those who msg/sms/say etc birthday wishes to me(in order of timing that their wishes came from earliest..)
1.Samuel (er..he wished me when i celebrated my lunar b-day..hahaha)
2.Bernard (my sec 1-4 classmates..one of those whom i haven heard for long..gonna meet him up..SOON!)
And of coz..my whole grp of hall frens who came to the tut room to celebrate..let's see..there were:
--Samuel--(Scriptwriter 05/06: nice guy..learnt quite abit of stuff from him..he's MR Cornflakes..)
--Keith--(er..publicity and publications 05/06: er..irritating guy..wahahah)
--Andy--(Director 05/06: been studying with him for the past few days..been tiding me thru the past week..and taking care of my meals..not forgetting..exposing me to musicals!!)
--Qiaomei--(Producer 05/06:nice sweet girl..really literally..nice to tok to too..)
--Lingkai--(Vocal trainer 05/06:been a very encouraging man..)
--Jiali--(PnP subcom 05/06..Producer 04/05:my neighbour next-door..nice girl..)
--Abel(who apparently went to the too-let)--(Stage mag 04/05:nice guy..pretty boy too..jiali's bf wor)
*absent:CLARA!!!!!(Producer 05/06:my 1st 3 mths bud..and now..a girl whom i can be crazy with..she's a crazy lil girl..)-->oh..she MSN me to wish me b4 she slept though..haha..sick at home..can't join us..

3.Christine (my hall fren..staying a few doors away..my dinner khaki,grocery shopping khaki..and i can watch 大长今 at my OTOT courtesy of her..oh yah..thanx for the clip!!i like it!)
4.Charlene(my sec sch fren whom i only got to noe better during JC..she's my lect buddy!!love her jokes..she juz brightens up ppl's days!!)
5.Cerene (tis is how tis confidante of mine likes to spell her name..and i ABSOLUTELY ADORE AND LOVE HER..without her..i really dunno how my life will turn out..She's my human pillar of strength..i can juz rattle on and on..but i shan't *wink)
6.Justin (my sec1 and 2 classmate..pleasantly surprised by his msg on Friendster too)
7.Yuen onn (er..one of my yah..special guy fren..from JC..overseas now..SNAG wor...)
8.Daowei (one of the freshies in QP 05/06..hmm..he MSN me too..also quite surprised..think he quite poor thing..always kenna bullied by some of the other freshies..wahahahha..but i noe he noes quite abit on the last bus timings!!=) )
9.Rui Xian (my partner!!haha..another one of my frens from hall..she's my fellow costume and makeup counterpart..funny and very nice girl..and mind u..she's the hall queen leh!!)
10.Emilyn(My sis lah..wat else..but i like nono..i LOVE the cup she and my family got for me..*wink)
11.Jeffrey(my TK choir senior..and now my fellow haller too..one of those i'm rather surprised to receive a msg from too)
12.Ying (makes up 1/4 of our female quartet..my roomie last yr too..i think u've got ur 1st paper..that's why wake up so early..haha)
13.Liwen(makes up 1/4 of the same femal quartet..always put frens in 1st position wor~..)
14.MY DAD!!(the guy in my life..as of now..no bf mah..wahahha..yeah..really sweet and sweat 20!!wahaahha..my lunch cum dinner buddy esp when i'm sick of NTU's food or when i juz wanna have free lunch..or when i juz need someone to be ard..LOVE HIM)
15.Apple(one of my OG mates..Ozraptor..very capable young woman..)
16.Rong Rong(my sis lah...and dun keep woofin..u're not a dog..*bleah*)
17.Wei Jian(my JC classmate..another pleasant surprise..nice guy too..but..gives me a bochup feeling..but otherwise very nice guy..)
18.Jess..(i dunno if she's my cousin or my sec 1-2 classmate..hmm..but if she's my sec1-2 classmate..she's a very sweet girl...very polite...hehe..haven heard from her for long..muz send a mail to her soon!)
19.Jesslyn and Ah boon..wahhaha(my 2 lil cousins..love and adore them..they both very cute de..)
20.Jiayu(makes up the other 1/4 of the female quartet..haha..i noe she's busy..dun need to keep apologising okie?i noe u had a long day at ur 1st day of work..*jiayou with school also alrite?)

And now..i hope i din miss out anyone..did i????*wonder ponder*
And of coz..i noe there's CHINKY!!She can't msg,sms bla bla bla..but i noe her wishes..i love u girl..need i say more??

And there goes one day..
and considering the state of my 1st paper..i really shld have gone out to enjoy myself..so sickening..waste my time studying..study also no use..wat the heck..DEMORALISED!!!
At least if i went to celebrate..can still blame the celebration..but now..wat to blame?only myself..oh well..

To quote my fren:Tmr will be a better day..

~NITES..

If only you knew at 7:21 PM